sleeping_in
raze
this
used
to
be
my
favourite
thing
to
do
.
and
now
i
hate
it
.
i
fucking
hate
it
.
not
because
i
wake
up
feeling
disoriented.
not
because
it
takes
my
brain
a
little
longer
to
defrost
.
because
i
don't
like
losing
time
.
the
days
run
away
from
me
fast
enough
as
it
is
.
those
speed
freaks
don't
need
anyone
giving
them
a
head
start
.
220527
...
epitome of incomprehensibility
It
got
cooler
in
the
night
.
That
plus
the
rainy
morning
made
me
fall
back
asleep
after
my
alarm
.
But
I
had
an
online
class
to
teach,
so
thank
goodness
for
my
phone's
calendar
giving
a
triple
buzz
for
an
alert.
220527
...
kerry
i
want
to
do
this
, desperately.
but
there
is
movement
and
construction
across
the
street
,
and
my
white
noise
machine
doesn't
drown
it
out
.
i
wake
up
with
a
dry
mouth
,
coughing
from
allergies
.
for
three
nights
in
a
row
last
week
i
got
very
little
sleep
.
then
,
the
morning
after
the
fourth
night
,
i
slept
until
11:30.
i
stretched
a
delicious
stretch
and
took
my
time
eating
breakfast
and
lazed
around
because
at
that
point
why
not
,
and
i
didn't
shower
until
2pm,
and
it
was
just
what
i
needed
.
220527
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from