now_i'm_feeling_zombified birdmad bought the ticket Insomnia, weeks on end with minimal sleep last time i went this long in this state was a period where i was alternately depressed and aroused, frayed around the edges right now i have no explanation, but i am getting about one and a half to two hours per night. midway through the day i am manic and energetic, in mid-afternoon, i am dazed and vacant not unhappy, but just a for a couple of inopportune hours, utterly exhausted everything takes on a dreamlike quality i feel disembodied but when the appointed hour comes to try to sleep, i will be wide awake again i would despair if not for the bouts of peculiar euphoria i can only guess that perhaps and now i'm taking the ride 071105 what's it to you? who go blather from