none_of_the_roads_were_paved
raze
"
in
the
fall
i
would
spend
hours
on
the
edge
of
town
looking
out
over
the
prairies.
what
a
good
time
of
the
year
this
was
,
with
the
grain
ripe
and
ready
for
harvest
.
the
pump
house
roof
was
one
of
the
best
places
for
watching
.
it
was
pretty
high
and
nobody
could
see
me
.
the
roof
was
slanted
a
little
,
with
slats
about
a
foot
apart
almost
like
a
ladder
so's
you
couldn't
slip
.
i'd
lie
on
my
back
,
my
eyes
squinting
a
kind
of
focus
which
allowed
me
to
see
only
what
i
wanted
to
look
at
.
i
could
shut
out
the
bustle
of
the
roundhouse
and
look
right
past
it
just
by
squinting
a
certain
way
.
all
around
,
the
world
was
gold
and
waving
gently, except
when
i'd
look
straight
up
.
nothing
is
higher
or
bluer
than
a
prairie
sky
in
autumn
.
white
, fluffy
clouds
float
aimlessly.
as
long
as
i
kept
my
eyes
half
-focused,
nothing
could
have
been
more
peaceful
and
nowhere
could
the
world
have
been
more
in
tune
with
itself
."
— robert
h
. hahn
240915
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