my_best_friend
Bizzar
my
not_boyfriend
he
texts
me
good
morning
every
day
and
asks
me
how
i'm
feeling
.
and
tells
me
about
his
day
as
it
happens
.
and
checks
in
at
night
when
we're
both
in
bed
.
we
talk
about
the
day
,
and
our
feelings
,
and
our
fears
and
our
traumas
before
we
drift
away
from
each
other
into
the
gentle
embrace
of
sleep
.
my
best
friend
.
who
is
not
my
boyfriend
.
holds
me
a
little
tighter
each
time
he's
around
.
let's
his
hand
linger
when
we
part
. speaks
to
me
with
a
softness
that
no
one
else
hears.
looks
at
me
without
the
mask
that
he
wears
for
everyone
else
.
he
protects
me
.
he
supports
me
.
he
memorizes
my
likes,
my
interests,
the
quirks
that
make
me
who
i
am
.
he
celebrates
them
and
reminds
me
of
them
when
i
am
feeling
down
on
myself
.
my
best
friend
.
my
platonic
partner
.
i
am
in
love
with
him
,
but
he
is
not
in
love
with
me
.
so
he
says
.
but
his
hands
linger
.
and
his
eyes
linger
.
and
he
breathes
me
in
.
and
the
navigation
of
this
is
hard
.
it
is
hard
to
watch
him
chase
someone
else
.
hard
to
watch
it
play
out
-
this
someone
else
who
will
effortlessly
get
everything
i
have
wanted
for
years
.
i
told
him
:
"
i
don't
want
to
be
a
storm
cloud
in
your
journey
to
happiness
"
and
he
said
to
me
,
"
i
like
the
rain
"
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