my_ass_exploded
raze
i've
kept
almost
every
pair
of
pants
i
ever
grew
too
wide
to
wear
,
not
knowing
it
would
save
me
the
trouble
of
buying
new
clothes
when
i
started
shrinking
back
into
them
.
it
was
laziness
that
kept
them
in
my
closet
more
than
anything
else
.
my
last
pair
of
blue
jeans
are
at
least
four
inches
too
big
for
me
now
.
i've
made
them
work
with
the
help
of
a
belt
that
barely fits, forcing
the
prong
through
the
hole
farthest
from
home
,
trusting
a
loop
of
brown
leather
to
do
the
waistband's
job
.
three
patches
of
cloth
have
been
sewn
into
the
seat
to
camouflage
holes
and
keep
the
cold
air
out
.
a
fourth
patch
isn't
going
to
fix
what
the
washing
machine
just
did
.
the
shredded
disaster
that
used
to
shield
the
flip
side
of
my
pelvis
won't
be
mended
by
faith
or
any
faded
fabric.
these
pants
are
fucked
.
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go
blather
from