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raze i've kept almost every pair of pants i ever grew too wide to wear, not knowing it would save me the trouble of buying new clothes when i started shrinking back into them. it was laziness that kept them in my closet more than anything else.

my last pair of blue jeans are at least four inches too big for me now. i've made them work with the help of a belt that barely fits, forcing the prong through the hole farthest from home, trusting a loop of brown leather to do the waistband's job. three patches of cloth have been sewn into the seat to camouflage holes and keep the cold air out.

a fourth patch isn't going to fix what the washing machine just did. the shredded disaster that used to shield the flip side of my pelvis won't be mended by faith or any faded fabric.

these pants are fucked.
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