meth blamethesky102 i do it because i'm a mess. and all i want in life, from now on, is to do more. even though right now it's 6:30 am and i haven't eaten all day, and i'm shaking so badly i can barely type. it's doesn't matter. nothing matters. i just want more. i never want to sleep again. 020924 ... justme this can't be the rest of your life... you have to stop sometime, and better sooner than later 020924 ... little wonder I worry about you. I hate being so far away. 020928 ... psychobabe thoughts within my head wondering how it will be a blur? a mess? a happy high in my own little world? who knows, must try- monday night, feelin fine driveing and jammin to the music everythings great, i realize my problems but still, at least I, ME, feels good. happy, energetic, hyper craaaaaaazy blah, i dont know but i'm sure likein it 021112 ... mellow mad bird for me it puts the crank in cranky (so i generally avoid it) 021113 ... misstree hey, what're ya doin', what're ya doin', what're ya doin? let's go out and do something, i dunno, i wanna do something, well, i'm going to go clean now, yeah, sure, let's smoke some pot, hmm, now i wanna clean, hey, let's go to the park, i wanna swing, no, let's go, i wanna swing, FUCK YOU, let's go, i wanna SWING NOW!! despite all this, i like it waaaay too much... the one thing i know i really have to avoid, lest it eat me. 021113 ... psychobabe misstree you speak the words i couldnt speak, and the ones that are yet to be spoken. 021113 what's it to you? who go blather from