magazine
raze
i
flip
through
the
cover
story
in
reverse
.
last
page
to
first
.
there
are
four
or
five
grainy
pictures
of
you
.
no
colour
,
save
for
some
subtle
flesh
tones.
you
stand
on
sand
and
stones
smoothed
by
sediment.
my
name
is
buried
in
the
body
text
.
not
the
name
i
was
born
with
.
the
one
i
gave
myself
when
i
washed
up
here
.
i'm
half
-asleep
and
fully clothed
when
you
show
up
at
the
foot
of
my
bed
in
a
pea
coat
.
my
eyes
scan
the
tv
screen
for
some
bewildered
beast
that
looks
like
me
.
there's
nothing
here
i
want
to
see
.
you
make
my
foot
a
fulcrum
and
lift
it
to
wake
me
into
a
deeper
dream
.
sleep
slips
away
,
and
with
it
whatever
words
we
might
have
shared
.
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who
go
blather
from