kaleidoscope two twisting the wheel on your kaleidoscopic emotions and i'm not sure which colors are the real you anymore hot cold on off black white up down left right love indifference orange blue ... unknown, doubt it'll ever be known. ever be certain. ever be written in ink. always in pencil. always in #4 pencil. your fingers always running down the paper and i never know what you feel because all i ever see is a blur of wordsthoughtsyou mixed together and the graphite dust on your hands whether this means youre hiding the truth or enjoying the look of confusion playing across my face - two children in the park of my heart hope and fear and they're playing jumprope hope always trips - i don't know what to say anymore to you i dont want to say anything i want you to want to say things to me to comfort me to ask me what is wrong to make things right fix them i know you wont because you havent before so i close the notebook and leave but ill probably be back and you know why, by now or at least you should i wish my heart had a wheel i could turn the way yours does my heart? it is an oil painting. 040410 ... crOwl nice. 040410 ... cocoon very nice 040417 what's it to you? who go blather from