it_comes_in_waves raze water_moves_beneath_us, a_capillary_hint_of_red in_the_overflow. the_dreams_in_which_i'm_dying gather_all_those_thoughts like_a_healing_hand in_a_quieter_city, stunned_speechless_by_nature. the_things_you_remember fast_but_addled in_careless_dust. and_crash___you're_gone. 210827 ... unhinged nice link post the first receding of the hurricane of my grief started recently; finally some days could pass without a massive breakdown of tears. but another loss, this one of my own making, has brought a new tsunami of sadness down upon my head. this wave is taller than it would have been because i stopped checking in with myself a few weeks ago like i am prone to do in times of anxiety. riding the waves is a lifelong adventure not a problem to be fixed 210827 what's it to you? who go blather from