in_the_cold_silence
crOwl
out
of
the
corner
of
the
eye
,
life
tries
to
hide
from
me
,
but
i
find
it
easily
.
because
it
can
only
remain
temporarily
obscured
.
it's
just
too
loud
.
too
ostentacious.
too
real
.
040919
...
from now on
i
hate
myself
041103
...
from now on
i
hate
this
cold
silence
041103
...
Fido
Here
alone
I
walk
the
walk
For
non
exists
but
my
own
talk
.
Along
this
little
winding pathway
I
hear
the
no
complaints
of
yesterday
Nor
feel
urges
to
pass
the
time
away
,
Or
the
pressures
of
debts
to
pay
.
It's
really
nice
here
above
the
fray
And
I
daresay
I'd
love
to
die
here
one
November
Day
.
If
I
May
...
041104
...
fresh start
Ever
where
I
venture
there
but
never
care
to
stop
and
stare
only
just
to
walk
and
lust
for
what
must
become
dust
know
that
time
has
but
rhyme
posts
no
sign
nor
a
line
in
her
I
see
what
was
to
be
were
it
we
and
not
just
me
041104
...
suicidalchinadoll
I
wonder
..
though
no
longer
surprised
..
I
continue
to
wonder
,
on
how
this
could
be
as
easy
for
you
as
it
seems
to
be
.
041104
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
