in_a_world_that_will_not_keep_you aM i DiStUrBeD? Take a few steps into your past, Crowded with candles and laced With nicotine, opium and grime. Turn the phial a quarter to the left, And drink deep the potion which Was once your future, your only hope. Speak in tongues, once you understood To regain your luck, your life And live again, as you saw it. Bite down on the bit, as you bleed Into the empty nothingness of the world As no-one sees you, you’re not there. Feel the coarseness of your skin, It scratches the surface of your heart As you shake hands with yourself. Dream of the life you could live Full of hopes and hardness, bitter With regret that you do not survive now. See into your mind as your head aches, Tear ducts flood, you cannot survive today You cannot survive then, now nor tomorrow. Take a few steps into your future, Scattered with clouds and before you looms The gates of eternity as you pass through yourself. You cannot survive any longer. 050130 ... what if the same world that will not let you go. 050131 ... sardines if it will not let me go then i will learn to live with pain. 130113 what's it to you? who go blather from