if_you_were_here piercedjenny I would apologize for the lost time. I would tell you how much I miss your smile how so many of the awesome memories we have had haunt me when I think of you. How each time I think of you, I wish we hadn't wasted so much time. I would tell you I don't care about what you did as a poor rich kid, or that you are having a hard time fighting your demons. I would tell you that we can fight them together, because we have always been stronger together than alone. I would tell you I forgive you. If you were here, I would tell you I love you in ways that are complete and unwaivering. My forgiveness comes from this place. If you were here, I would talk to you about our future. My future is bleak as long as you lie still in your bed, unseeing of the world around you. If only you were physically here so we could be "us" again 050404 ... Jarec If you were here, I'd get you out of your clothes and hold you tight. If you were feeling romantic, I'd be cute. If you were feeling randy, I'd be suave. If you were feeling kinky, I'd be rough. Your skin on mine, we'd glisten off each other's glow, under the covers breathing hard and hardly thinking, our bodies would speak. 080310 what's it to you? who go blather from