i_shant_be_desolate_without_you
once again
I
have
a
brimming
bursting
life
... cartwheels
of
frantic irresposibility
creating
paths streaked
red
and
orange
and
bright
and
intertwined
gentley
with
carefully paced
trails
of
blue
and
black
.
And
I
can
follow
them
to
where
you
are
and
trace
you
out
of
space
where
there
is
only
void
and
I
am
not
alone
without
you
.
And
you
could
find
me
on
every
page
an
elipsis
or
a
question
mark
chasing
after
breifly
spoken
words
.
And
you
can
leave
me
anywhere
on
a
highway
in
the
desert
on
an
overgrown
trace
in
the
woods
and
a
cracked
and
crumbling
sidewalk
in
the
city
and
I
will
not
weep
with
your
leaving
.
And
I
could
hold
you
every
day
close
as
close
could
ever
be
to
the
thundering
in
my
heart
.
I
could
clasp
my
arms
about
your
shoulders
running
fingertips
over
a
face
that
I
can
see
like
an
after
image
dark
purple
and
yellow
on
the
insides
of
my
eyelids
.
I
could
stretch
across
the
oceans
and
the
stars
and
the
spaces
between
each
atom
and
find
you
in
every
one
.
I
could
shake
and
stutter
and
gasp
for
the
wanting
of
you
and
yet
...
I
shant
be
desolate
without
you
.
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...
Lemon_Soda
One
should
never
be
desolate.
To
except
that
frame
of
mind
is
to
mock
and
destroy
all
the
good
things
that
were
,
are
,
or
will
be
.
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...
unhinged
my
life
isn't
right
without
you
but
now
it
is
more
whole
because
of
you
'
we
were
two
cripples
dancing
til
the
bitter
end
we
live
i'm
not
with
you
to
harm
you
i'm
not
with
you
to
harm
you'
jeff_buckley
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
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