handycam
raze
twenty
hours
of
memories
,
now
made
digital
,
long
after
the
fact
.
good
god
,
i
was
skinny
in
2003.
and
bitter
in
2007
.
but
living
attached
to
a
crack
den
will
do
that
to
you
.
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...
unhinged
(
i
guess
it
turns
out
that
guilt
free
pastries
are
not
weight
free
)
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...
raze
i
see
what
you
did
there
!
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...
unhinged
:)
being
skinny
isn't
always
good
.
i
lost
a
lot
of
weight
in
grad
school
because
of
stress
and
poverty
and
many
people
in
my
family
commented
about
how
great
my
weight
loss
was
.
my
dad
was
the
only
one
i
can
remember
asking
me
why
i
was
losing
weight
and
telling
me
it
wasn't
good
.
170504
...
unhinged
:)
being
skinny
isn't
always
good
.
i
lost
a
lot
of
weight
in
grad
school
because
of
stress
and
poverty
and
many
people
in
my
family
commented
about
how
great
my
weight
loss
was
.
my
dad
was
the
only
one
i
can
remember
asking
me
why
i
was
losing
weight
and
telling
me
it
wasn't
good
.
i
have
since
abandoned
nicotine
and
adopted
guilt
free
pastries
myself
and
im
not
sure
which
is
worse
.
anxiety
ridden
appetite
destruction
or
stress
eating
?
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...
unhinged
oops
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...
epitome of incomprehensibility
I
also
lost
weight
when
I
was
doing
my
Masters:
stress
and
lack
of
appetite
(
thanks
, Vyvanse).
I
ate
a
lot
of
candy
,
though
.
I
remember
at
times
working
in
the
TA office
eating
nothing
but
chocolate
-covered almonds
for
breakfast
and
lunch
and
then
going
to
Tim Hortons
for
dinner
.
I
don't
recommend
it
as
a
healthy
weight
-loss
plan
,
though
.
I
used
up
all
my
school
dental
insurance
getting
cavities
filled
before
I
left
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from