groundlessness unhinged everything is breaking, ending 100907 ... lostgirl all i do is cry. 100908 ... lostgirl walking_through_a_minefield 100908 ... unhinged (me too cry but i was reading some pema chodron today that convinced me that my tears are ok; i sat on my cushion massaging my heart and said 'it's ok to be broken' i still miss him; i still want to call him, see him. shit. there was something about him that spoke to a part of me that usually goes unnoticed, unheard.) 100908 ... unhinged there is no parachute the suffering of the world is so pervasive and so fucking insidious that most people walk around never realizing how inherently beautiful they are. that sucks beyond words. there is no parachute for that. 101114 ... unhinged we bring ourselves back with the suchness of our breath i am pretty damn excited by this path these days. the results are encouraging. 101123 ... unhinged be kind be gentle we are all just beings flailing in the water reaching out for something solid that we never quite grasp all i can give would never be enough to hold onto be kind 110318 ... unhinged i don't know how to be kind or gentle with him anymore. i feel like an emotional garbage dump. i have enough of my own damn misery and i'm not a trained therapist. 121009 ... unhinged still floating still falling still waiting to hit the bottom that never comes 130704 ... unhinged my_depression_is_a_hole_in_the_ground (on blue) 150701 what's it to you? who go blather from