firefly
raze
i
thought
i'd
seen
the
last
of
them
.
i
was
wrong
.
i_looked_out_the_window
last
night
and
saw
a
farrago
of
explosions
just
above
ground
level
,
silent
and
scattered
across
every
lawn
but
mine
.
tiny
lanterns staving
off
the
dimming
of
the
day
.
i
watched
them
work
their
clustered
magic
until
a
solo
dancer
appeared
in
front
of
me
, circling
the
sapling
i
might
not
live
long
enough
to
see
grown
.
i
let
myself
believe
it
was
the
same
emerald
beauty
that
paid
me
a
visit
a
little
less
than
a
week
ago
,
her
belly
brimming
with
life
,
returning
to
show
me
her
flame
still
burned
just
as
bright
as
it
did
the
night
she
shared
my
bed
.
through
the
hinged
glass
of
my
skylight
,
the
full_moon
stood
and
stared
me
down
behind
a
slow
-moving
quilt
of
clouds
.
this
morning
,
black
ghosts
of
still
-living
leaves
danced
in
the
mirror
the
sun
made
of
a
parked car's
passenger
side
door
.
the
fluttering
shadows
looked
like
they
were
celebrating
.
220712
...
insouciant
I
caught
a
firefly
Cradled
in
my
palms
It
tickled
my
skin
and
i
Coaxed
it
to
a
jar
On
a
warm
summer
night
I
couldn’t
sleep
I
watched
my
catch
Illuminate
its
home
Daylight
came
I
suppose
i
had
slept
I
walked
to
my
jar
Seeing
where
my
catch
rests
I
searched
the
jar
And
found
it
Lifeless
on
a
leaf
I
just
hoped
it
would
spend
One
night
Away
with
me
220721
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from