searched raze in the top right corner of this text file's title bar there's a small white box that allows me to search for any word, phrase, number, or symbol i might want to track down. just_now, that box was gone, along with the tiny magnifying glass that marks the spot it's hiding when it isn't in use. in their place was a promise in plural form: "memories." i let my cursor wander that way, leaned into the strangeness of the change to know what the document remembered that i might have lost, and watched the prospect of an evocation give way to the same blank space that's always been there, waiting to be filled. 250210 what's it to you? who go blather from