fathers_day
lulie I have nothing good to say. 020616
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daxle with no father
only memories
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birdmad there would be a measure of ambivalence between us if he was still here

he would be proud of my successes but disdain me for my failings and my sins (god only knows how he would react to the things i kept secret as time and death were creeping up on him)

we loved each other, but there was always something to fight about...this i suppose is almost universal

anyway, if he was here and we were up to it, i would sit back with "The Old Man" and have a beer
020616
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kill rhythm a father's love, a push and shove
bloodstains on your swollen face
the tears you suck back
throughout his attack
his cordial embrace
so come on and act like its nothing
only lasts for one second
a momentary sting
when you are drunk and you beat her up
death is one step closer with each malicious swing
look in my eyes
but this time it has changed,
cause my rage you have engaged,
and your daughter's will is getting stronger.
the lacerations, the bruise,
all the mental abuse,
won't go on any longer.
so come on, act like its nothing
only lasts for one second,
a momentary stin
when you are drunk and you beat her up
death is one step closer with each malicious swing
your whipping girl has had enough
020617
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peyton "You didn't call your father. He noticed."

he didn't notice when he broke my bones

he didn't notice when he took it all

he didn't notice when he took my birthday away

he didn't notice when he made me destroy my most prized possessions

but it's my fault I didn't call

I'll lie and get him a card
020617
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blamethesky102 my mom made me sign the card, and i think "we" got him something, but don't ask me what.
he wasn't even home.
and neither was i.
020618
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silentbob Yeah. i was in rochester on fathers day 020618
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blamethesky why didn't you give me a call bobby? 020619
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silentbob i didnt know ya numba 020804
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