elevator leni take me up -to the top floor -on my offer -town let's dance all day in one of those places where it's always dark so it seems like night time except where the light shines weirdly through the cracks take me down -to the basement -like a criminal -to your level in the drips of drains and the smell of mould we lie -around -to each other -to everyone around that we are only sleeping that this isn't a dream 141209 ... raze had a dream of a song that had this name eighteen years ago the notes were gone by the time i woke up but the feeling remained i tried my best to grab it i don't think i ever nailed it but i can still hear that snare drum dream drum going thunk thunk thunk soft and deep and heavy 141210 ... kerry last night i forgot to push the elevator button and we stood a while before realizing it, and we argued about who should have been the one to do it, but we were laughing. inside the walls were patterned with palm trees and with your linen shirt you could have been in miami. But not me, a black ink blot among the fronds. In one corner a girl wearing a too-tight dress was climbing a guy in a polo shirt. Right when it was our stop he reached around and squeezed her ass. Really! I was laughing, and you told me to “shhh get a hold of yourself!” 210801 what's it to you? who go blather from