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past during the week my sister is due to give birth, my grandfather died. 090303
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belly fire There are no tears, however
you are gone from us.
It was expected, though
how could a family prepare.

A mother, a sister, an aunt, a godmother, a grandmother.

A short yet full life,
you leave us as you lived;
ready to move along.

Goodbye Auntie Dianne, and much love.
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rt my sympathy to you both... 090303
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past i like to think when i woke at 3am too_tired_to_sleep, restless and numb, until after 4, that there was some connection to his flight. 090303
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cr0wl i totally understand...

when my dad passed away 7 years ago, i actually beheld the moment his spirit left his body, a sight, like something physically yanked from him, that i will never forget. we're not just science.
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unhinged recollection_of_a_death on blue


my niece was born at the same time of day my grandmother died. holding that child in my arms changed my life. i have never beheld that as a coincidence.
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unhinged (when i was in europe, before i knew KNEW my grandma passed, we were in a little cobblestoned town in the czech republic and the sun hit the amber plastic of a cross on a leather cord so right that i bought it. i lit a candle in a church in vienna. i prayed and cried in a church in budapest. i felt genetic echoes everywhere i went. to this day, when the sun breaks through the clouds, it feels like a hug from my grandma) 090303
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jane all my tattoos. 090304
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past a few hours away. my dad sent me the eulogy he wrote. "that wasn't the hard part, now i actually have to read it." the minister, united church, is from where my older brothers were baptized and my parents wed. 090306
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past still no word on the baby's arrival. 090306
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jane creation_destruction 090415
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