death_dead_dying sigh no brain no attention span no concentration repeated songs hot chocolate sore back greasy skin 010801 ... anonymouse finding out your dad only takes you everyother weekend, pays child support and "cares" about you so your millionaire grandparents dont disown him. 010801 ... anonymouse looking at my brother and seeing everything he had going for him...then watching his attempts at suicide watching him drink his problems away watching him turn to drugs watching him puke everytime he looked in the mirror watching him give up on life 010801 ... anonymouse finding out your stepmom plotted trying to kill you and your brother so that stupid bitch and her dumb fucking kids could take a free ride on your dads money 010801 ... anonymouse me Ive wondered how i have always had the strength to stand back and watch... never once breaking down always taking everything in but yet never having the strength to let anything out 010801 what's it to you? who go blather from