dancing_on_the_corpse's_ashes
this should be rillian i used to be sad, but now i'm just bored of you.

all my skies are clear. they are frozen lakes and my feet are skates. i am a bird who flys underwater. i am the fish who swims from branch to branch.

laughing.
singing.
waking up my world with the shouts of my new lungs.

the seeds have broken through the compacted earth.
everywhere there is a flower hardy.
frost is just a kiss of the devil that we resist.

death is firewood we have burned. it has warmed us. we have removed our coats. we have forgotten where we have laid them.

come with me.
take me home.
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cr0wl do you like the new hat i bought?
come on out to the dance floor
nothing more but this long now
this summer freedom...right?

what?
is it something more?

no, it can't be.
it will only end in tears.
a wound that will bleed as if healing is a whisper that can't be understood.
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unhinged the_mars_volta was the last concert me and paul went to together and that was years ago now. it's been too long.

(i always did like at_the_drive_in better though)
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raze on my way
nails broke and fell
into the wishing well
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warmthofrelease There are certain songs which have served to break me in. Can_It_Be_All_So_Simple permanently changed the way I perceive rap. I_Am_Trying_To_Break_Your_Heart felt like Dorothy opening the door to Oz. Invalid_Letter_Dpt made me say oh I see. He's screaming for a reason. It's not so harsh that I can't listen, I've just been choosing not to. Pain makes the message get through to me. It's opened my eyes, broadened my heart, deepened my understanding. And that damn piano. They made sure I heard the story of what happened there and that I will never forget. 250614
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