calculated_risk
raze
his
second
job
cut
his
medical
coverage, forcing
him
to
pay
for
the
bulk
of
his
wife's
cancer
meds
out
of
his
own
pocket
.
five
grand
a
month
.
a
week
or
two
before
he
found
that
out
,
he
spent
ten
thousand
dollars
on
a
trip
the
two
of
them
were
planning
to
take
,
though
her
immune system
doesn't
really
exist
anymore
and
anything
she
does
outside
of
the
house
is
a
calculated
risk
.
a
vacation
isn't
in
the
budget
now
.
he
called
the
travel
agency
and
told
them
what
the
situation
was
.
he
said
he
needed
his
money
back
.
they
reminded
him
there
wasn't
anything
in
the
visible
or
fine
print
of
the
contract
he
signed
that
entitled
him
to
a
refund
.
the
best
they
could
do
was
apply
what
he'd
paid
them
to
another
trip
.
but
there's
nowhere
he
wants
to
go
.
he
might
as
well
have
set
the
cash
on
fire
and
watched
it
turn
to
ash
in
his
hands
.
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