bivalve
ovenbird
On
a
beach
echoing
with
the
call
of
humpbacks
and
strewn
with
the
limbs
of
dying
starfish
I
plucked
a
purple
shell
from
the
sand
,
two
halves hinged
like
a
hollow
book
,
two
cupped
hands
that
failed
to
hold
water
with
their
perpetual
wanting
.
I
tucked
the
remains
of
a
mindless mollusk
into
my
right
pocket
.
A
worry
doll
to
stroke
with
anxious
fingertips
.
A
pebble
that
might
be
worn
smooth
as
a
pearl
.
But
the
scrap
of
muscle
and
meat
that
lived
in
that
calcified
cave
was
not
quite
done
with
its
home
and
two
days
later
its
ghost
rose
up
to
haunt
me
. Decaying
flesh
sent
forth
a
flare
of
rank trimethylamine
and
though
I
tossed
the
offending
souvenir
back
into
the
ocean
the
smell
settled
into
every
fiber
of
my
coat
and
would
not
be
removed
with
all
the
soap
in
the
world
.
You
can
crack
me
open
and
scrape
fat
from
the
hinge
that
holds
the
halves
of
who
I
am
,
but
I
’ll
cling
to
what
is
left
of
home
and
torment
you
with
the
putrid pall
of
my
persistence.
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