because_we_have_been_through_this_before fyn gula we can sleep. we can wake rested. we breathe air polluted by fear but it does not shake us. we cut through the fog of blinding doubt, stumbling, falling- but always standing up again. 030421 ... amy onto ego construction! really, it's very serious. i've got the nebula in the bag. 030421 ... lotuseater i speak only in lighthouses i think only in liquid rapidly losing control 031022 ... allonblack I love it when your persisant. Don't give up on me. You know there could be more than you bargained for. And you confirmed all my fears with a single glance. Awkward silence couldn't be louder. You could have forced me, but I was far ahead of you. Yet another sleepless night. There all at your expense. whyd you have to get in the way. My plan was to spend my entire life. Alone. You're driving me. But I'm letting you, so I must be enjoying it. I know that I can't get you out of my mind. Not for a second. You know what that means. WE all know what that means. But don't hold it against me. And to think you are not that far away. 031024 ... endless desire again and again. please say goodbye and save the tears for real things worthy of a cry. 031129 ... crOwl spinning circle 060624 what's it to you? who go blather from