what_do_you uow do? when you are afraid 040913 ... afraidica i place emotions in a place where they are not emphasized. and then i ground myself in a value system that makes a lot more sense to me. i start to see what i want and seat myself in a personal reality that sustains me. i wait until i am well again. i let situations and people help me rebuild, when they're positive. i consider the fact that the only parts of myself that get destroyed are the ones that i don't need anymore. and i reconcile by seeing every threatening situation as a challenge to find my strength. 040914 ... a "point" that last part sounds like GWB, however. 040914 ... shower singer close my eyes tight and pray for morning 040914 ... .nom what_do_i 050124 ... uoasI Conveniences destroyed, lifestyle upturned. All for the joy of one, coming at an unfortunate time for another. Feels like everything has dropped away and never going to work. Scared that they were holding us together, or at least holding you together so what happens now? What_do_you do? What_do_I do? 111205 what's it to you? who go blather from