we_exhale cr0wl and we roll our eyes in unison. 080718 ... jane we exhale, and a butterfly somewhere flaps its wings. and then, well, you know how this story goes. 080718 ... past we exhale, letting our souls mingle, changing shades like the leaves. 080720 ... unhinged contrived i have to remind myself on every exhale ' let_go ' and my breath is unsteady, ragged with panic and stress there is so much i need and want and i feel very afraid (moving always scares me) and i miss the days of his head resting on my belly moving up and down with every breath hello world i am tired i would like some rest affection devotion and my breath is ragged, unsteady with need and want i would like the ball in my heart to finally dissolve for good to really truly be gone 080720 ... auburn I remember when it came time to say goodbye and we would exhale. Inhale. Exhale. And sometimes I thought I'd never be able to breathe again. 081009 ... past beautiful_silences 081010 what's it to you? who go blather from