waiting_in_wonder fyn gula You hold on to air as if it was hope, knowing the key doesn't always fit the lock and rain doesn't fall when it's needed. you've missed this time and it's not a nightmare. it's the day you've been declared the Champion of the World and you are its only inhabitant. how did you get here without anyone seeing you? where did you hide? we looked everywhere but in the most obvious places and that's where we found you, naked, alone, tired, sleeping on the floor of the earth, crying from dreams that never seemed distant from reality. call me when you're awake, when the sunshine fills your room. i have left your side, but still i wait in wonder, unless i'm in the wrong place and that's not to be expected. you need answers to the questions forming in your mind. "could you explain the reasons of your departure when you promised you would never leave?" he asked. "but i gave you all you need to survive," she said. 080814 what's it to you? who go blather from