twisty kerry i died at school today. little holes started to drill into my skin and i was spouting blood. you backed away from my desk and looked disgusted. i really don't feel like i understand anything anymore. i remember waking up in the middle of the night, my arms and legs tangled in the legs of this chair i had pulled up next to my bed. it took me forever to unwind myself. last night i dreamed about this cannibal who wrote symphonies. and then i wake up and think of you and my stomach starts to hurt and my vision fogs and nothing is clear. because i'm forever behind you even when i'm in front of you wishing you would touch my arm or say my name or do something ANYTHING PLEASE 021104 ... . . 081107 ... PeeT i swallow air. 120701 what's it to you? who go blather from