trevor DammitJanet he makes you so incredibly happy you lay there completely at ease with his arms around you touching your hair how could i possibly hate him? for years i've wanted to see you like this to have the comfort and passion the affection and love that you've always deserved i'm loving him for it i know i keep my distance i want you to be with him alone and i know i'm sometimes bitter you now have what i've always wanted but i love you so much you want him and you need him and i need him too becase i can't give you all that you need the two of us can share you your love and love you in return he's always welcome remember that 030519 ... no reason i saw you tonight for the first time in awhile. it was a surprise, because you never come. sometimes you think irrationally and are impossible to reason with, but i've still missed you. it was nice. 030519 ... belly fire Trevor m Welsh, English Pronounced: TRE-vur From a surname which was originally from a place name meaning "big village" from Welsh tref "village" and mawr "large". Prudent. Big Homestead. your name does you little justice and yet it rings in my ears 030520 ... belly fire become my mornings, afternoons and bedtimes 050104 ... belly fire My everything. 080626 what's it to you? who go blather from