talking_to_a_god_i_no_longer_believe_in
raze
if
your
goal
has
been
to
break
me
through
the
systematic removal
of
everything
that
ever
generated
any
amount
of
joy
in
this
life
you've
littered
with
landmines
and
loss
,
congratulations
.
you
win
.
i_give_up
.
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...
unamed
What
is
talking
?
It
’s
in
the
moments
that
those
words
feel
unheard
.
The
screams
that
feel
silent
.
It
isn’t
that
we
struggle
to
believe
but
to
trust
.
There
are
more
questions
than
answers
.
It
’s
in
a
season
of
suffering
that
creates
much
doubt
but
allows
for
growth
.
But
know
that
talking
is
never
a
waste
of
time
.
260507
...
raze
i
appreciate
that
.
and
i
don't
mean
that
in
a
dismissive
way
.
it's
just
that
this
has
been
the
longest
season
i've
ever
known
.
when
there's
so
little
light
left
,
sometimes
it's
difficult
not
to
lose
hope
.
it
does
help
to
have
somewhere
i
can
go
in
those
darker
moments
,
knowing
i
can
say
whatever
i
need
to
and
sit
with
whatever
i'm
feeling
without
being
judged
for
it
.
even
when
my
voice
is
as
good
as
gone
,
this
is
one
place
i
always
feel
heard
.
260507
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
