soothing
birdmad
or
seething
?
010916
...
silentbob
my
lips
on
your
neck
,
my
fingers
through
your
soul
right
now
i
am
turning
off
the
lights
cuz
i
dont
think
that
i
have
got
the
stomach
to
stomach
calling
you
today
010917
...
arinna
i
wish
i
had
a
bicycle
with
pedal
breaks
, definite
and
concrete
in
pressing
backwards
to
a
full
stop
.
010917
...
white_light
The
soft
errie
glow
of
my
lap-top.
The
words
ringing
in
my
head
that
i
gave
away
so
honestly
to
you
tonight
.
The
ache
in
my
back
from
sitting
on
the
water
.
The
pain
in
my
mind
born
under
such
an
attempt
as
to
verbalise
my
comprehension
in
the
matters
of
reality
and
awakeness.
The
matters
of
relativity
through
prose
and
song
.
This
little
sleep
is
soothing..
020814
...
BnB
sitting
in
quiet
contemplation
listening
to
the
wind
winding
it's
way
though
the
tree
tops...
Although
,
when
I
was
a
kid
,
I
used
to
find
the
oddest
things
soothing,
such
as
listening
to
my
family's banter
as
they
watched
sitcoms
that
I
didn't
get
,
or
resting
outside
on
an
apartment
balcony
feeling
the
rumble
of
the
the
vehicles
passing
by
far
below
...
To
this
day
,
I
still
find
the
quiet
unintelligible
murmurs
of
a
large
crowd
of
people
oddly soothing...
090216
...
tilt
I
think
in
extremes
.
But
I
am
not
at
either
extreme.
It's
soothing.
I
am
at
an
average
of
the
sum
.
This
is
why
I
am
tilt
.
On
red
,
I
tilt
towards
one
extreme.
But
it
is
not
the
whole
me
.
There's
an
entirely
different
user
at
the
other
end
...
110831
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from