sated
ovenbird
There
are
flowers
pressed
between
the
leaves
of
this
old
book
:
creeping
buttercup
faded
and
flayed,
pansies
bleeding
purple
onto
the
pages
, clover
climbing
the
binding.
All
exhausted
imprints
of
themselves,
colours
discarded
like
party
clothes
at
the
end
of
the
night
,
petals
torn
like
cheap nylons.
I
say
to
you
, “
I
want
this
tendril
of
time
to
live
forever
.”
I'm
already
trying
to
press
the
memory
flat
.
But
I
can't
keep
this
,
I
can
only
live
it
.
I
can't
preserve
it
,
I
can
only
feel
it
.
So
let
me
feel
it
all
before
I
am
cut
back
to
the
rhizome
that
sent
me
seeking
the
sky
, sated
from
the
solace
of
being
held
,
belly
full
of
sunlight
.
250729
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from