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tender_square
(
a
poem
composed
of
half_asleep_thoughts
)
i'm
the
guy
who
let
me
down
,
as
you
know
.
in
life
,
without
a
scar
there's
no
ghost
.
i
told
her
what
i
don't
want
.
the
definition
of
it
is
a
term
that
gives
everything
else
its
movement
—what
little
lifts
me
up
.
sorry
i
wasn't
more
immaculate.
i
have
little
inevitability
when
there's
so
little
time
to
lean
on
,
but
what
i
imagined
,
i
could
give
.
i
know
flash
eye
figures
just
before
the
river
bed
.
i
know
what
gods
are
,
and
that
they
must
replace
concrete
.
everybody's
perfect
for
ten
seconds
a
day
.
let
me
use
the
rest
of
me
,
and
prepare
to
see
the
interlocked
dreams
;
the
fire
that
burns
in
me
.
i
carry
it
around
like
a
planet:
dark
food
for
fury,
cutlery
and
chaos
.
it
isn't
even
mine
.
sometimes
,
when
i'm
in
the
drink
,
i'll
look
so
i
can
come
up
with
a
revolution
.
the
world
is
a
gift
when
you
get
to
the
train
where
ghosts
don't
matter
.
220325
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from