pupil
ovenbird
There
is
something
growing
in
the
darkness
of
my
ocular
womb
.
Small
feet
kick
against
sclera, forcing
my
pupil wide.
When
I
look
in
the
mirror
one
eye
is
engulfed
by
darkness
,
the
other
is
a
pinhole_camera.
I
press
palms
against
the
pressure
of
something
gathering
strength
.
The
force
of
dilation erases
my
iris
but
I
birth
nothing
but
blindness.
My
vision
blurs
until
I
see
ghosts
.
Everything
is
inverted
and
shimmering.
My
entire
past
is
projected
on
a
crumbling
white
wall
.
The
only
thought
that
finds
its
way
through
a
crack
in
my
wordless
panic
is
, “
how
will
I
find
your
face
in
all
this
light
?”
250819
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from