point_of_reference unhinged i can't even imagine how you feel right now and when i think of how i feel it seems shallow i am glad his suffering is ended all I can remember mostly silent so there_are_no_words_here nothing_to_compare_to when i try to imagine something comparable my mind is blank (oh_shit there are always pictures to take stories to tell) and the grief wells out of the blankness empty raw stinging i say i love you much easier now i hold tight as long as i please no longer caring what's appropriate all i can remember mostly silent 120123 ... past always shifting 120124 ... unhinged once you label something as now it is already gone past!!!! 120124 ... Ouroboros axis_mundi 120124 ... past scrolling through my old words (things_you_wrote_when_you_were_young) and it's kind of funny how i agree with my point here from ten years ago, even though that agreement is a kind of contradiction. 220225 what's it to you? who go blather from