ministrations
ovenbird
In
the
morning
when
my
body
,
unslept
and
nauseous, collapses
onto
damp
sheets
looking
for
a
scrap
of
elusive
rest
,
my
dog
comes
to
minister
to
my
brokenness.
First
he
stands
right
in
the
center
of
my
chest
,
his
scant
eighteen
pounds
an
anchor
that
steadies
the
pitching
of
my
heart
.
Then
he
stares
into
my
eyes
. “
Stay
with
me
,”
he
seems
to
say
and
I
can
feel
the
physicality
of
his
canine
concern.
Satisfied
that
I
will
live
,
he
curls
himself
against
my
ribcage,
and
my
breath
slows
just
a
little
,
and
my
hand
finds
the
soft
slope
of
his
snout
and
the
silky
wedges
of
his
ears
.
And
he
stays.
Dogs
are
better
at
this
than
people
.
They
never
tell
you
to
look
on
the
bright
side
or
to
snap
out
of
it
or
that
you
’re
overreacting
.
They
just
offer
you
their
steady
presence
.
My
dog
sighs
and
settles
and
finds
a
soft
place
for
his
head
and
doesn’t
move
until
I
find
the
courage
to
stand
.
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