it's_like_suddenly monee my desk is a wall 041130 ... monee the wall is the ceiling the wall is the floor and it's all rocking 041130 ... unhinged 'one man's floor is another man's ceiling' --- beastie boys, paul's boutique 041130 ... unhinged i am caught in a whirlpool swirling drowning and i'm so tired of this i'm left with no energy to pull myself out and i relax to let it pull me under 050316 ... nom too_much 051230 ... two i realize nothing i do helps anything 051231 ... nom i've been sitting here too long 060120 ... unhinged i_guess_i_have_problems being_there drained_being_here yet_oddly_refreshed i could do anything i could go anywhere i don't have any attachment to where you used to be cause as trite and saccarhine as it sounds i carry you with me i'd rather be next to you but i don't need to be i could do anything i could go anywhere west_coast europe maybe nashville now go to recording engineering school get some training in production in high tide or in low tide i'll be by your side yeah i'll be by your side i don't mind being alone so much anymore when you open your heart to universal compassion you are never really alone anyways 060121 ... native persimmon i sense others looking up to remember we share the moon, and ambition lies fallow. 060122 ... nom vertigo 061108 ... nom or something 061108 ... nom the page is falling away from me 070108 ... no reason i don't know where or who or what 070108 ... raze every window is a wall and i have no teeth to chew through the timber 240127 what's it to you? who go blather from