im_falling_farther Bizzar i knew. i knew before i met you in person. that you were special. different. that you felt different. i could feel my crush feels spiraling beyond my control. and i fought against them. how could this be? how could i feel this connection, its strength, when we had never even been in the same room together? surely i was wrong. we would meet and i would learn that it was just an infatuation. the intensity would fade because you would look different, there would be mannerisms that have not been present via video chat or live stream, our energies would not match the way i feel like they do. but when you pulled into the driveway, and i saw you step out of your car, the butterflies frenzied. and when you entered the room and my eyes took you in. you were so much taller than i imagined. i began at your feet, your striped socks, and scanned up to take in all of the majesty that radiated from you. and when my eyes met yours... it was like my soul took its first breath and sighed, and whispered: "finally" and when i threw my arms around you, and you squeezed me -so tight- that it caused your muscles to tremor. i could feel part of me left behind when our bodies parted, tethered to you. and every time since then. every time i pull away. more of me stays with you. and the parts of me that you carry with you. i don't want them back. 220823 what's it to you? who go blather from