i_laugh_at_love
Bespeckled Ha!

Hahahahahahahha!!!

Love, you fickle, stupid, incoherent, flaky fallacy of human chemicals!

You're so silly and pointless and take yourself way too seriously!

Love, you're annoying. You want us to belive in forever and meant-to-be. Nothing is forever! Nothing is meant to be! Everything is just what it is.

Love, you tickle me. Without you, everyone would be a hell of a lot calmer.

Go away and let us all deal with real stuff.
080124
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unhinged because i'm tired of crying
bitter
smirk
080125
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two lately I seem to laugh in the sense of: "hahaha, wait...really?" 080125
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no reason i laugh at timing
when i can
080125
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c r 0 w l i love to laugh. 080125
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Bespeckled I never laughed at love until it burned me.

I used to just laugh at boys.

Now ... I look at love with curiosity, wonderment, and ... nostalgia.

Oh, passion, enrapture me again with your unpredictable flames! Pick me up and light me on fire! Swallow me whole!

Stop hanging out just around the corner. I can't do safe love, comfortable love, security love. I need hide-and-go-seek love, I'm-terrified-of-this-feeling-of-falling love, I'm-never-getting-out-alive love ... this-doesn't-make-sense-but-I-can't-live-without-it love.

I want to know you again.
081117
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