i_can't Sintina make it all better. give you any hope. feel anything differently. try any harder. leave him alone. love him any less. love you any more. find my sanity. take what you would give me. 020916 ... monee have anything wrong with me 050105 ... tulle get you to stop loving me. as self righteous as it sounds. i want you to leave me alone now. 050107 ... lotuseater make myself give a fuck. 050108 ... .&. do this anymore. 050115 ... .&. goodbye_blather.) 050115 ... jane for every time i say "i can't," a quarter goes into a jar somewhere. & i'm waiting for the day i arrive in limbo & shower myself in quarters 050116 ... anomalous "keep trying to be a pioneer" 050428 what's it to you? who go blather from