i_blathered_under_blue guitar_freak I was blathering under red when I suddenly realized it was not red, but it was blue...I wondered why it seemed to have gotten so big. It was weird. 011117 ... pralines&cream red is ... strange. It seems more alert, more open, more watchful. But it's also more empty. Blather red is not just a little awful ... 011118 ... guitar_freak It's a LOT wonderful! 011120 ... bloodjetpoetry red is smaller. red shouldn't spread. red should not become blood. red should remain partly empty. sort of like the comfort of wearing shoes, but not socks. 011120 ... psychobabe red rules 011120 ... nocturnal here here! 011120 ... bethany eiiiiiieiiI dunno yet 020212 ... pilgrim So did we all I suspect. This new Land was shown to me on Blue, Not something that I discovered. Blue on the other hand I discovered , Quite by accident. A strange Discovery! The New Dream Network Dance is Blue! Even in This Red World! 020212 ... ghostly presence ... under a totally different name 030425 ... raze i used to. then i didn't. then i did again. and then i didn't. i've tried, but i can't make myself pull the trigger over there anymore. it feels like a foreign country to me now. and i haven't had a valid passport in almost half as long as i've been alive. i'll always love the blue mother who brought me here. i still get a lot of joy out of exploring and reading old blathes. but this is where i think i'm meant to be. i always felt isolated there, no matter how busy it got in the heady early days. here i never feel lonely, even when i'm alone. 220718 ... Bizzar i didn't. but i rediscovered the pain there. i read through what i once thought was love. and picked at my scars until they bled. i need to leave blue behind. 220719 what's it to you? who go blather from