good_gardens_deserve_good_work
ovenbird
But
I
’ve
forgotten
the
art
of
tending.
Or
maybe
I
can
’t
summon
the
energy
to
care
.
Ten
years
ago
I
threw
out
my
back
digging
new
beds
,
turning
peat moss
into
the
clay
, letting
my
sweat
salt
the
soil
in
the
hope
that
something
would
grow
.
I
bent
my
spine
to
the
earth
while
my
infant
daughter
slept
;
I
rolled
out
fresh
sod
like
the
most
luxurious
invitation
to
bees
in
their
royal attire;
I
hefted bags
of
sea
soil
so
the
earth
could
feast
on
all
the
nitrogen
it
needed
to
thrive
.
And
it
grew
.
The
garden
grew
and
then
the
creeping
buttercup began
choking
the
iris
and
the
creeping
woodsorrel seeded
itself
explosively
and
drove
out
the
irish moss
and
crab
grass
invaded
the
lawn
and
it
all
became
too
overwhelming
to
contemplate
so
I
stopped
going
into
the
yard
, opting
instead
for
the
sterility
of
the
upper balcony
where
the
maple
makes
a
tree
house
in
the
air
.
These
days
I
tend
red
soil
and
words
are
my
only
plantings.
In
the
yard
my
dog
pees
on
the
drooping
hostas
.
This
garden
deserved
better
.
But
I
’m
getting
old
,
and
I
don’t
know
how
to
start
over
.
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