empty_grows_the_bed cr0wl if i'm not waken by a siamese cat meowing plaintively outside the plankboard door, standing on the rug greta sent from agra, then it's the grackle building a nest under my windowsill and gurgling out orders. either way it's ok, i'm done dreaming. 090411 ... unhinged empty_stays_the_bed i didn't walk the last few blocks to his recital. i felt strange, creepy, weird. like if i wanted to continue seeing me he would have made a better effort. if he wanted me to be at his recital HE would have told me when it was. i don't want a distraction relationship anyways. i want a relationship that will last me longer than a month before i feel the need to cut_and_run. a person that gives me hickies and doesn't leave a number isn't interested. but on_the_other_hand i woke up the earliest i have in remembered history to go to meditation group this morning cause it was near his recital. so at least there's that. 090411 what's it to you? who go blather from