drudgery
k-ndera
really
wanted
to
kill
myself
yesterday
.
or
maybe
i
just
wanted
to
be
killed
by
something
.
i
wanted
to
be
killed
by
a
car
turning
left
,
on
the
highway
.
i
couldn't
stop
crying
.
i
really
wanted
to
die
.
i
just
can't
be
happy
or
good
with
all
these
things
i've
chosen.
i
couldn't
stop
.
nothing
matches
anymore
..
011029
...
pepe le peu
we'll
always
have
paris
020326
...
silentbob
forget
paris
!
he
was
courting! they'll
do
anything
when
they're
courting.
020327
...
pepe le peu
but
did
you
know
she
was
really
a
cat
who
happened
to
get
a
"
skunk
stripe" whitewashd
on
purely
by
accident
?
even
so
,
i
still
love
her
.
020327
...
silentbob
le_sigh
020327
...
tender_square
"
i'll
never
understand
those
people
who
can
deal
with
drudgery,"
he
said
.
they
were
walking
through
an
enclave
of
trees
in
the
middle
of
a
workday
for
most
.
"
try
being
a
woman
,"
she
muttered.
"
i'm
not
talking
about
housework,"
he
said
. "
i'm
talking
about
40-hour-a-week drudgery."
"
women
do
that
and
do
more
of
the
housework
at
home
on
top
of
that
."
the
anger
was
rising
in
her
like
birdsong
.
"
oh
,
okay
,
is
this
about
you
not
being
happy
with
the
level
of
housework
i
did
when
we
were
married
?
because
i
take
care
of
that
now
,"
he
claimed.
her
place
slackened
from
his
to
create
distance
. "
i
think
it's
best
we
don't
keep
discussing
this
,"
she
said
.
230519
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from