dreams_about_flying
skinny all of a sudden i'm hemmingway
looking in the water
an empty harness
a day full of surprises
a camera lens
and oh god, all the faces...
sharp features of the ones who mattered,
the leaders,
and the quiet s with long faces,
some mysterious
and others obvious and eager
all eyes
synchronized
to function under this cruel regime.
rain fills the sandbox
fills pipes and dirt and mouths
just gaping holes
mediation
meditation
medication,


how do you expect me to smile?
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PeeT were the best ones i ever had. sure i dream still. but not until after 330am.

the ones i remember the most are about california. my life exploded there.
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raze i spent so long convinced i really could swim through the sky, thinking those childhood dreams were real and i lost the gift of flight when i had to grow up. if the cinema of sleep and waking_life were reversed and it turned out we had it backwards all along, who would we really be? 240321
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epitome of incomprehensibility I don't fly as much as I used to.

I don't know whether that's because flying dreams are more common for kids or because I don't swim as much as I used to. Because to fly in dreams was usually like swimming or floating.
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