but_maybe unhinged after the initial brilliance wore off, there was not enough to sustain 'us' that doesn't mean i didn't love you that doesn't mean you didn't make me happy in extraordinary ways that doesn't mean you didn't change my life you should learn how to listen better 091117 ... Pickletoes Wow, it's been almost three years now Teetering between a 'fuck you' And my life is nothing without you Hoping you'll see me Like I see you 250215 ... raze funny how the distance between together and alone can feel like an eyeblink and an eternity pancaked into one strange shapeless nameless thing. sometimes i think i miss what we used to be. and sometimes i think we were never really anything at all. 250216 what's it to you? who go blather from