bud
no reason
the
girl
behind
the
counter
at
the
burrito
place
called
me
this
.
it
made
me
smile
.
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...
flowerock
this
word
,
it
looks
like
b
and
d
are
parents
holding
their
baby
u
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...
raze
this
was
what
my
stepfather
called
me
.
i'm
not
sure
i
heard
him
say
my
actual
name
more
than
a
few
times
in
ten
years
.
it
was
always
"
hey
bud".
i
never
knew
if
that
was
a
term
of
endearment
reserved
for
me
alone
or
just
a
bit
of
family
-friendly
factory
speak
he
brought
home
with
him
.
i
know
he
wasn't
thinking
of
a
flower
soon_to_bloom
when
he
said
it
.
nothing
good
was
going
to
grow
in
that
house
.
if
i'd
stayed
there
,
i
wouldn't
be_here_now
.
i
wouldn't
be
anywhere
.
i
wouldn't
even
be
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from