blanks
raze
in
slovokia,
when
you
came
of
age
you
joined
the
army
.
that
was
just
the
way
things
were
.
though
he
never
saw
combat,
george
learned
how
to
load
a
gas
-operated assault rifle
in
the
dark
in
sixty
seconds
flat
.
what
kept
most
men
going
through
the
tedium
and
terror
of
it
all
was
getting
mail
from
back
home
.
one
day
one
of
his
friends
got
a
letter
from
his
girl
.
she
said
she
couldn't
wait
for
him
anymore
.
she'd
fallen
in
love
with
someone
else
.
he
pressed
the
muzzle
of
a
gun
to
his
jawbone
and
blew
his
head
off
in
the
barracks,
in
front
of
everyone
.
after
that
,
george
started
opening
the
mail
before
it
made
the
rounds.
if
there
was
another
letter
like
that
one
,
he
did
all
he
could
to
intercept
or
destroy
it
.
failing
that
,
he
emptied
the
firearm
of
the
soon
-to-be afflicted
and
filled
it
with
blanks.
no
one
else
would
die
by
their
own
hand
on
his
watch
.
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go
blather
from