been_here_before nomme in a while 030729 ... misstree in different times, different places, and the empty street afterwards knows me better than any lover ever will. 030730 ... psychobabe ah its way to familiar i've been here before felt this before dealt with this before Said i was done before but gave in to quick, said all the words did all the things i've been here before. I've known this before was told to stay away from it before I should know better than to drag myself deeper. "just give him up" people do say "he isnt worth the anger, he isnt worth the pain" But how do you do that? give up something you once knew feeling left out and empty with not even a fucking clue? I've been here before i loved it before never thought it would end it will just happen again I have to be stronger cant give in this time stop feeling sorry and takes whats really mine I want it all back my life, myself, my mind cant give it away that easily.. I cant say i know everything, or everyone for who they are but I can say this.... I've been here before 030730 ... . w00t. good stuff. 030731 ... psychobabe heh...its crazy how things flow from your thoughts when you are really low on the self esteem scale 030801 ... . indeed... makes you stop wondering why crazy people babble at themselves... it's like a kettle whistling, or poison ivy weeping. 030801 what's it to you? who go blather from